sometimes,
in soft light
or drowned out in periphery
you may find a piece of me
in focus, i'll fake it
sketch lines that form a forced smile
waiting for this sound and light
to slow solidify inside
but it's taking its time
and i
can't live like this
in whispers,
as a spectre
floating faceless
out in middle distance
in truth, i've forgotten
who i was
or wanted to be
before these chemicals
worked their way into my dreams
and i'm told they'll make me more like me
i was sold, to think my soul just might be seen
but i've lost sight of what those words even mean any more
i was sure,
with enough time and love
i could reach for the rungs
i could pull myself out
but now—
this album has been my life support over the last several years. screaming along to 'no past lives' has gotten me through more hard times than i can count cxdr
supported by 12 fans who also own “all i see is stars (single ver.)”
really didn't appreciate this album enough on first listen. equal parts horrifying and beautiful subtle soundscape and a cool departure from even the softest of cxdr-era cuts <3 blinkflutterbat
Composed over the last three years, and honed live on stage, “Glacial Medicine” is bursting with wonderfully warped and dreamlike beats. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 16, 2022