fuck everyone in this beautiful world

by cxdr

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clef Almost like a callback to the poetic <3 and Heartographer, and I can't get over that deep warm voice. Favorite track: being Okay doesn't mean being Okay All of the Time, okay.
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Lukius Hughes Good music. Good title. Good times. Favorite track: being Okay doesn't mean being Okay All of the Time, okay.
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joel (seishun) "10/10 i heard a vengeance impact in the daiku track" Favorite track: dry-humping a $300 commissioned plushie of your OC.
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made over the course of ~6.5 hours in a skype call with my idiot friends. it's probably not as bad as you think but it's still not very good

let's have a quick laugh and move on with our lovely lives


released August 9, 2015

to / for Ralm, Neon, Flaedr, Miles, Psycho: i'm sorry / thank you



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Track Name: Cottontail Cavalier - being Okay doesn't mean being Okay All of the Time, okay
morning melancholy pouring shoddy instant coffee
milk and sugar i need bad news delivered softly
i pass your bedroom on the way back to mine
there is always an asterisk when i say i'm fine

i believe in things i never get a chance to practice
god, if you'd give me a shot i'd show you all that i've got
i want a gun in my hand i swear i'd never use
i wanna choose to be better with every second

i want you, want to stop wanting you, i want to be someone else
god, pick me up and put me down where no-one else is around
i want to struggle in the desert, i want no-one else's hands
i want to be instrumental
i want to be instrumental