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Mayuri 05:16
in my dreams i've died a hundred times and you were always there reaching out to take my hand and catching only air in my dreams i've paid a hundred ways for all of your mistakes and i know you just can't stand the blame but you've reified our fate now you have to bear the pain 助けて呉れて 助けて, 岡部 in my dreams you try to save my life but nothing ever turns out right no matter what we do, it's like the world just wants to see me die and still you try to save my life but it's more hopeless every time a fault line slowly growing wider tearing you apart inside
we are the hope of the godless we are the ones to set things right we slighted sons of bitches from our shallow graves we rise and fight now try and carve my heart out well i wonder what's inside come on and cut me open make me bleed and you will find a sharpened stone a burning coal a pipebomb waiting to explode don't pretend like you don't know you're the reason why i-- (and i just want to feel alive again feel a spark beneath this skin) with hardened stone and blazing coal your precious god won't save your soul you play it cool like you don't know you're the reason why we fight this heart of stone that feels so old but flecked with blood and shining gold will burn a hole right through your own you're the reason why i fight we are the haunted hunters we were the children left behind come back at last to battle come to vindicate our past and wasted lives just get me thirty minutes in a room alone with god let me meet your maker shake his hand flash a smile a glint of white to hide the knife let him know who took his throne and then explode
Contract 00:38
come away from the fire i have seen it burn so many lives stay close by my side now i won't let it all come crashing down tonight i've left so many selves in the dirt to rot in the hells of past Marches oh, the stinging scars i've prised apart just to watch those eyes go dark is it time again? come away from the fire i have seen it tear apart so many lives stay close by my side now this won't be the day i let you die no, you'll survive this fight i'll see you on the other side you'll survive this fight... ~ but it burned so bright and i just couldn't sit idly by-- after all this time i finally got something right (you'll survive this fight i'll see you from the other side)
in my heart and mind, you will never die


monuments to those buried elsewhere, or whose bodies are lost to us. a collection of songs about hope, despair, love, war, and the inevitable.


released April 23, 2014

musics by CxDr
artwork by slimeprnicess - slimeprnicess.tumblr.com

viola on 01 performed by Julian Byrnes
clarinet on 01 performed by James Perry
additional vocals on 02 performed by Haunted Hunters Choir
live drums on 01 + 05 recorded by Ryan K Brennan at Defwolf Studios
percussion samples all over the place courtesy of ToneScape's Small Mechanics - tonescape.de - thanks for the awesome pack, dude!

special thanks to -
Nat + the MHR crew - thanks for having me :)
Kumquat - for screaming
Chris + Ilene - online support crew <3
feminism - it's still relevant
all the cats in my life




cxdr Sydney, Australia

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