sometimes,
in soft light
or drowned out in periphery
you may find a piece of me
in focus, i'll fake it
sketch lines that form a forced smile
waiting for this sound and light
to slow solidify inside
but it's taking its time
and i
can't live like this
in whispers,
as a spectre
floating faceless
out in middle distance
in truth, i've forgotten
who i was
or wanted to be
before these chemicals
worked their way into my dreams
and i'm told they'll make me more like me
i was sold, to think my soul just might be seen
but i've lost sight of what those words even mean any more
i was sure,
with enough time and love
i could reach for the rungs
i could pull myself out
but now—
down here in the dark
all i see is stars
this album has been my life support over the last several years. screaming along to 'no past lives' has gotten me through more hard times than i can count cxdr
supported by 12 fans who also own “all i see is stars”
really didn't appreciate this album enough on first listen. equal parts horrifying and beautiful subtle soundscape and a cool departure from even the softest of cxdr-era cuts <3 blinkflutterbat
Composed over the last three years, and honed live on stage, “Glacial Medicine” is bursting with wonderfully warped and dreamlike beats. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 16, 2022